Oh my.. .I didn’t realize how fast time flies these days. . I suppose I have been too busy trying to be a mate and mother to my two darlings that I lost track of time. Little Mirren is growing so fast, she’s already crawling and trying to talk ; it takes two of us trying to keep her out of things. We decided to take her to the Darkmoon Faire , and enjoy the day as a family . It will be the first time since I went after I gave birth to her,and it would be wonderful to spend time with my two favourite people . I think Fnar was relieved to get away from his problems for a short while namely being an obsessed childwoman, who thinks she is mature enough to handle a man as experienced as my love . He doesn’t speak much of it but I know it worries him,and scares him of the things she could and would do to get him for her own . From what he has told me ,she has been very spoiled and given everything she wanted by her brother because he felt so bad for her ,growing up without parents, Like Fnar, Fnor had to raise his sister even though he had no clue what he was doing and tried to do his best for her.
Apparently she used to be a sweet girl but living in Silvermoon has given her ideas about her supposed social standing,and made her almost impossible to deal with now . Sadly , I can’t really blame her being the way she is.. especially seeing all the rest of our society; the ones who aren’t hardened experienced warriors, are flighty, selfish and self absorbed with no thoughts of anything in their heads other parties, clothes ,and seeing who can get who in their beds. For all their carousing .. I have yet children about however if there are., they are hidden away raised by servants until they are old enough to be shuffled off to boarding school . I feel bad for those children; they are raised on duty and expectations not on love and compassion .. they would grow as useless and flighty as their parents.. in some ways while it was devastating to be torn from my family at a young age, I think it was the best thing that could have happened.. it made me grow up, made me strong and gave me another family who turned against the current society trends and went feral. Survival was a struggle but we managed, and love was never withheld. The elders who raised us , were like our parents.. they were stern, loving and patient .. they took a ragtag group of children torn from their homes and families ,and made them a family.
I get letters regularly from Foxtail; he’s taken to leadership very well and judging from the letters I got from the others ,he’s doing a fine job of it ..that is good to hear. Several new children were born , which is a good sign… the recent move from Stormpeaks to Grizzly Hills was a wise choice. The clan is growing and thriving ; they will do well.
I should wrap this up , I hear a little girl babbling away to her father..its always so charming to hear the two of them carry on a conversation at times.Sometimes you don’t have to understand what she is saying but you can certainly get the gist of it by the expressions on her face. Dad, says she takes after me in alot of ways, especially the facial expressions. I didn’t have to say a word but he knew what I was thinking. He is quite proud of his grand daughter,and tells us we are doing a good job raising her ..no spoiled princesses here..our little girl is going to be independant, fierce, and definitely has proven to have a mind of her own .In some ways she takes after her aunt Felessa; whom happens to be the sweetest kindest young woman I have met, other than Shenagh..hmm.. I think maybe i should introduce them.. both are in Silvermoon, and quite close in age . From the letters I got from her, she and Shiav are expecting their first baby in the fall ; certainly didn’t take long but I can’t say anything ..it didn’t take long before I became pregnant with Mirren . I still shudder about how close I came to losing her , when I had been injured while on patrol. I had no idea I was pregnant at the time ,and it was a miracle she survived . The gods were clearly watching over our little girl .
However I should pack something for us to eat on our way to the Faire ..it will be Mirren’s first.. and I can’t wait to see the look on her little face. I think it will be one of those special family outings for the three of us.. but I digress, while Fnar and Mirren have their special bonding time , I will get their clothes ready for them before I have my bath. I hope they don’t flood the floor again .