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Maybe Marriage isn’t so bad after all

Feb 8

Fnar asked me to marry him ,and I said Yes!!

Ok, let me back up a bit here and clarify things.. yes I was adamant about not getting married before .. but that all changed after we ran into Fnor’s younger sister, who seemed to think she could waltz into everyone’s lives,and take up where she left off like nothing happened.. One of those things was obsessively hounding my darling Fnar into marrying her.. sorry little girl , you need to grow up first, before you can play with the big kids.

 After Mirrin was born, we had been so busy caring for her, and the farm ,we didn’t have much time for each other but that is changing.. because Faendra is trying to separate us, and I will not stand for it!!  I knew my love was distracted but I didn’t know what it was that bothered him so , until we were out in the fields ,after Mirrin, and I took him and Jogu some lunch. It was then he showed me the letters that he got from Zippie, and Faendra; one warning him about Fae’s behaviour and to watch his backside, the other was full of snide denigrating comments about myself and Mirrin, as well how she ” forgave ” him for betraying  ” their love ” . I must say I was starting to get furious.. she was damn lucky she was near, or I would have broken her jaw right there  regardless who she was related to. I think I may have alarmed Fnar,when I picked up Mirri, and told him that we would continue this further at home but I simply didn’t trust myself to speak after reading Fae’s letter.. Who the hell does she think she is? How dare she try and ruin what Fnar and I have?!!!  Once we got back to the house, I put Mirri down for her nap, and had Munin guard her while she slept. Out of all our pets combined, Munin was the one that Mirri bonded with almost instantly..Dawn had been her nursemaid for a little while but I think having a baby chew on one’s ears ,and tail, was a little much even for one as patient as Fnar’s lovely Dawn. I also think that Dawn sensed her master’s distracted mood,and concern that she has glued herself again to his side, and has not left it until he returns home to my arms. I believe in her own way, she is protecting him while they are out in the fields.

 Taking my bow from the rack by the door, I took my wrath out on the vermin who had the nerve to show themselves in our yard and sent the others packing before I was sufficiently calm enough to send for Eilwen. It had been enough time for me to have healed from the birth,and long past time ,I showed my love that he didn’t any other woman to fulfill his needs.

 After Eilwen left, Fnar returned looking worried ,about Mirrin and I ,but I smiled ,and gave him his dinner before I gave  him what we both craved; the physical intimacy that had been missing while I was heavily pregnant with Mirri. It was heavenly ,and it felt like coming home ,once we came together again. Just making love to my darling, was the most wonderful feeling in the world, and I could tell he missed it as well.  Though after the first bout, he dropped to one knee beside the bed, and proposed ..in which i gave a resounding yes! I don’t think it was hours later that he slipped the ring on my finger; admitting that he had bought it shortly after Mirrin’s birth, intending to ask me but feared that I would take Mirrin and run back to Northrend. It was that moment I knew I was home, because the thought of leaving him,or this little house we made into a home.. fills me with dread..Northrend is no place for a baby,and I have matured much since I left that frozen land.. I was no longer the feral huntress , but a mother, and soon to be wife, to the man I love. This is my home , I belong here.

 We need to sit down,and plan the wedding,but honestly .. I don’t want a big wedding.. just our family .. I figure that was enough people; I think I will suggest to my love that he ask Fnor to be his best man.. they have been best friends for years, its only fitting .. well my darling is looking too delicious to resist.. 

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Aside

Feb 8

For the first time since Mirri was born, I actually feel energized but I know better than to overdo which is a dreadful habit of mine.However ,watching Fnar with Mirri brings a smile to my face; he is so good with her, and I have never seen such a prouder father to his little girl. Oh watching them at bathtime is such a pleasure, our little girl definitely loves the water like her father,and seeing her splash about like a little otter makes me laugh. Of course Fnar was panicked when she tried to suck on the soapy sponge, and I hear the occasional yelp when she pulls on his chest hair when he forgets to put a shirt while holding her , which often sends me in paroxms of giggles which I often try to muffle with the pillow.

She has a good appetite, and often drains me when she feeds, which is often a relief, as my breasts tend to be rather tender when they are full but Mirri being the good baby she is, takes care of that.Dad thinks she is simply beautiful,and I couldn’t agree more; she is our little Miracle. The little doll she recieved from Moomah, the Cloudhoof Matriarch ,is her absolute favourite toy, and she won’t go to sleep without it, putting up a fuss when she can’t find it. So we have learned to make sure her doll is with her when she settles in to sleep. The tiny quilt ,also a gift from the Matriarch ,is so beautifully done, it will be a perfect keepsake , to pass on to her children when she is old enough to be a wife and mother.However I am getting ahead of myself here; I just want to enjoy my life with my love,and our little angel.

I know  Fnar recieved a letter from Silvermoon that set  him on edge, and the only thing that sets him off like that , is that redheaded chit who thinks she can lure him away from Mirri and I .It’s also making me reconsider my stand on marriage; if it means protecting my family from troublemakers like that, then I would do it in a heartbeart . Fnar ,and I had already  more than affirmed our love to each other. While we were adamant at first about not getting married to suit society; now that we have Mirri, we have to think of her future ,and protect her from those who would seek to cause her harm. Our little girl is our most precious treasure, and I will be damned if some little troublemaking shrew tries to hurt her, by trying to take her daddy away. I wonder if Fnar is having the same conflict within his own mind about this; if he  asked I would accept in a heartbeat , leaving no doubt in everyone’s mind that we are a family. I will not have Mirri having fears about some woman trying to take her daddy away,and I will fight for him against anyone who would dare.

I know Fnar is eager to show Fnor his daughter, being the proud father he is; I know he is looking forward to when Mirri is old enough , so he can take her around and show the wonders of Pandaria. We want her to have a stable happy childhood, not one fraught with fear and hardship like we had growing up. If we happen to be blessed with more children; hopefully that won’t be for a while.. I know she will be a good big sister to them, especially if she has a happy stable childhood filled with love and laughter.

I am looking forward to my intimate times with my love, and during my recovery, I found I missed it greatly ,once I am fully recovered, I am making damn sure my love will have no reason to want another . I already talked to Eilwen about birth control, and taking the special tea she recommended; sometimes a woman needs to take the perogetive in these matters. My poor darling has enough weighing down on his mind, so I think its time for a chat between us on what has been bothering him .

LIfe, Babies, and all in between

 
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Posted by on February 8, 2014 in Ramblings

 

and then there were three

Feb 3

Time seemed to have passed so fast, since the birth of our little girl, still haven’t come up with a name,but Mirrah , or Mirri seems to fit ,given that she is our own little miracle child. She is strong, healthy little girl with strong lungs, which we learned right off, when she demanding her breakfeast one morning but was all smiles and giggles after she had been fed and changed. Fnar absolutely adores his little girl,and the feeling is definitely mutual; its always so sweet to see him making funny faces to make her smile and laugh. If anything the birth of Mirrah, has brought us closer together, and often during those cool rainy mornings, Fnar would bring Mirrah into bed with us, keeping her between us, as he held us both. Its those moments that so precious ,and so memorable. My darling has taken to Fatherhood, with a great deal of enthusiasm, caring for Mirrah while I rested. Though I am recovering from the birth,  I still get tired after waking up several times a night , to feed and change Mirrah,but I wouldn’t change it for the world. I’m learning to adjust my habits ,and rest when she does.. I’m doing light exercises to tone myself up,and help me regain my figure after the birth. I want to be in fighting form, when that vixen ,that is Fnor’s sister, decides to make her move on my man.

 Oh yes, Fnar has sat down ,and told me everything about her; while he cares for her like he would his own sister, she hasn’t gotten the point,and has this bee in her bonnet about making him her own. Sorry girl ,but that’s not going to happen anytime soon.. I may not be the jealous type, but I am certainly not going to stand by ,and watch as you try and tear my family part .. I will fight for my man, and protect our baby..mess with either ,and you will be making a big mistake. 

I sent word to Dad about the birth of his grand daughter, and you would think she hung the moon, when I saw his face. He said she looked like me in miniature, except for the gold hair, and the mouth,which she had inherited from her father.Dad had us in stitches, as he recalled us with tales of my childhood,and all the antics I pulled when I first started walking ,and the mischief I would get into . I don’t think I laughed so hard in ages,and I know Fnar, was having wipe tears from his eyes, from laughing so much. I was surprised that Mirrah managed to sleep through it all but Dad told me  one trick about babies; babies will sleep through anything.. just continue with your normal tasks,and she will adjust, but if we try to keep it too quiet, she will be startled by every noise,and won’t sleep. It was food for thought; at first I was concerned about our pets ,not accepting Mirrah, but they seemed to accept her, as part of our pack .Dawn, seems to be particularly fond of Mirrah, and has been taking to getting Fnar, or myself when Mirrah starts crying. My pets, while accepting Mirrah, haven’t really shown much nurturing ,well maybe Shivaya, but she is so big, I don’t let her in the house, because of her size, I love her dearly but she tends to be somewhat clumsy in the tight corners of our house, so I often bring Mirrah outside with me, while I am hanging clothes, or tending the garden, keeping her beside me at all times, or carrying her in a makeshift sling ,so she is in close contact with me. My pets will often make a protective perimeter around me , keeping the Vermin away from the garden, and the house, which makes it nice. The people at the market will often laugh when they see me, carrying Mirrah, with  one of my pets acting as our body guard. They have gotten to  know Mirrah, and know that she is Fnar’s daughter; kind of hard to mistake her for anyone else’s .. she is so definitely her father’s daughter. Fnar,and I have become such a familiar sight at the market,  that all the merchants know us by name, and what our likes are. We have been given so much advice on childcare ,that left our heads both spinning but I think Nana Mudclaw gave us the best; she told us to follow our instincts ,and the rest will fall in place. That seems to be working best for us.. it will be a learning experience for both Fnar and I ,but I think we are up to the task.

 
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Posted by on February 3, 2014 in Ramblings