Can’t believe it’s October already.. where has the time gone? I never would have noticed except for the small calender, I keep to mark off the days for our little one’s imminent arrival. The morning sickness seems to have passed , thankfully.. I don’t know how much longer I would have been able to take it..managed to find a Sin’dorei healer, who has had experience delivering babies.. met her in the market oddly enough. She offered to be my midwife since I hadn’t quite found one yet that I was comfortable with. Most of the healers I ran into, and frankly I doubt my darling would be happy having another male attend me during my delivery. Fnar likes to place his hand on my belly to make certain that my pregnancy wasn’t a dream, though I think he’s hoping to feel the baby move,which I’m told won’t be for a little while yet.We are both getting excited yet a little worried about this person that will coming into our lives. I know he worries about me, but I feel fine, and oddly enough, other than the morning sickness.. I haven’t felt this good in years. I’m told that I have birthing hips.. wide and strong enough to carry and birth easily. What I’m told, that is a good thing.. especially considering the other women of our race are all quite slim built and fragile looking.
Oh I heard the stories from some women about my love being a womanizer but that is behind us .He loves me, and I love him .. I trust him to be true to me, as I am to him. He could have been catting around with other women but he hasn’t. I think the stories were just that.. stories. Women can be nasty bitches when they see someone who has achieved something they haven’t, and will out of their way attempting to ruin things for the other person. However they don’t know Fnar and I talk all the time,about alot of things ; we have been frank and honest with each other. I knew about his past conquests but that’s all they are.. past conquests. What happens in the past ,remains there. I will protect my man if these crazy wenches try to do anything to hurt him… I may seem tame right now… but mess with my family, and the Alpha bitch will come out snarling.