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Aug 24

I reread the letter that came from the Regent-Lord in regards to calling me back into service..however I’m not returning ..especially not while I’m pregnant. The Regent- Lord is going to have to find someone else to take my place because I’m putting my foot down on this. The child I now carry takes priority over this war,and that overgrown cockroach that calls himself Warchief. Our race is dying day by day, because of that madman. and this baby will not become another casualty.. the rebirth of two houses, depends on this baby being born.Hopefully it will be the first of many ,and the start of a new line for my darling Fnar. Both he and Fnor have recieved letters as well, however his best friend managed to evade the bullet by convincing them that he was more useful as a business owner than a soldier. I know my love, is not too happy about being called into service again.. I know I would be sick with worry ..I’m praying that he can find someway out of  it..I certainly don’t want our baby not knowing it’s father when it’s born; I don’t want this little one to suffer what we did when we were children.. if I can spare it that ..I will.

From what he had told me ,that he and his sister were orphans, dumped off at the orphanage when his sister was just a baby. His sister Felessa will be married the end of this summer, and I’m a bit nervous about meeting her, let alone informing her that she is going to be an aunt..but I will let Fnar give her the news..  it would be a little awkward to meet her than blurt out that we’re expecting.

When Fnar asked me about returning to Pandaria before going to Silvermoon, I think I nearly jumped down his throat with my enthusiastic yes! I had to admit, while the vacation was wonderful , I missed the quiet peaceful life we had at Half hill. Though Fnar teased me more about missing the bed more;.. what can I say?! that is one comfortable bed.. I love just curling up with him ,in the cool rainy mornings,  in that huge bed, just cuddling and talking..of course that leads to many a playful tussle among more pleasurable pursuits. I never thought I ever become the domestic homebody but there is something fulfilling about making a house a home. Fnar has been a bachelor for so long , I know its going to take him some time to get used to sharing space with someone else,but I think he’s settling in nicely. I discovered I enjoy cooking ; there is something relaxing about putting things together in a pot and having it come out smelling amazing and tasting even more so. The nice thing, is that the food in Pandaria is filling but it doesn’t feel heavy ; we both discovered that rich food doesn’t really agree with us, we both developed a fondness for  the swirling mist soup. I still have problems with chicken and dumplings..it’s great food but I had so much of it during my recovery that I can’t even smell it without shuddering.

I think I stunned Fnar when I told him I was pregnant.. though considering the way we had been going at it.. I don’t see how he could be surprised !  It was only a matter of time but still I was nervous telling him that he was going to be a father. Though we had talked about it.. it was still nervewracking because I didn’t know how he was going to react when confronted with the news that a baby was on the way. Its one thing to talk about it, but faced with the reality of it is rather daunting. Though I was nervous about telling Fnar, I am downright freaking about the idea of telling my dad that he’s going to be a grandfather.. I honestly don’t think he’s really accepted the fact that I’m an adult .. he still considers me his little girl.Though he says he’s accepted  that I’m a grown woman.. I think deep down, he will always remember the child I once was…and grieve for the years that were stolen from us. I hope this will not be too much of a shock to his system.

In a way I think this baby will be a blessing.. but I am not going to shuffle it off to nannies; this child will be raised by it’s parents.. what kind of parents will we be, I can’t say for sure but hopefully better than those in Silvermoon.

Planning

 
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Posted by on August 25, 2013 in Ramblings

 

“And baby makes three “

Aug 15

 Saw the healer  this morning…and she confirmed what I’ve suspected these last few days… I’m pregnant. It was bound to happen sooner or later, and for a while I was concerned because I thought my previous injuries were far more devastating than I had released but thankfully that worry was gone… however the news ,made me wonder  what kind of world is this baby going to be arriving in ?!   I know it will be welcomed ,now that I know I’m expecting , I can tell my love  the news. I’m missing Pandaria , even as crazy and messed up as it is now but I miss Halfhill..the little farm that Fnar has, the Tillers, and oddly enough I miss the thunderstorms.and how the rain would leave everything smelling fresh and clean.

Fnar wants to raise his children in Pandaria, and I agree with him.. the fresh air, the relaxed atmosphere.. his farm is the only piece of property he has really and truly owned , and I can’t see why he would want to give that up to live in Orgrimmar or Silvermoon.. neither being my choice to live in.Hell , I would rather live in Shattrath than those two places , even if my other family lived there.They are no place to raise children,and I certainly don’t want this baby, nor any other offspring we might have to grow with the same sense of entitlement as those young people do. They are going to learn to appreciate what they have,and learn the meaning of hard work. No prince or princesses here, thank you very much.

Fnar wants daughters.. but I’m not really particular.. I just want our children to be healthy ; that’s all I ask for . I haven’t said anything to him yet.. I wanted to be sure that I was before telling him that he was about to become a father. I can’t believe how lucky I am to find this wonderfully passionate man, who always manages to make me smile, and make me weak in the knees with that wicked grin of his. I am truly blessed. Who would have ever thought that I would  find someone who was my match in everyway,; certainly not me, but I thank the fates each morning , when I wake up beside him each day, that I happened to be in Orgrimmar that fateful day we met. I think things are starting to look up for us..

 
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Posted by on August 16, 2013 in Ramblings

 

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She ain’t pretty.. she just looks that way

 Aug 14

 Yeah, I know , it’s been a while since I last wrote..however things been pretty crazy.. while I was getting to know my angel better.. I unfortunately caught the attention of her best friend, who I can honestly say is complete and total bitch. Normally I tend to think better of the ladies.. course being raised away from civilization, I was a bit naiive when it came to the society ladies.  While Lauralyn has always been a lady, her best friend , spent no time trying to lure me into her bed. I swear that woman had more hands than an octopus,and I had to really work at keeping her hands at bay. When she finally clued in that I didn’t want what she was offering, she tried turning my lovely bride to be, against me.

I swear , I never struck a woman in my life… didn’t see a reason why I should but she is seriously making consider it. However, I suspect if I did, she would make up some lie that I I tried to force myself on her,or something like that.. damn .. I wish Romy were here.. she would set that bitch straight.Right now, I’m doing all I can to avoid being alone with her , despite her best attempts; I don’t want to say anything to Lauralyn, because I don’t want her mad at me , but I don’t know how to avoid her best friend seems intent on adding me to her list of conquests..is this what Dad was referring to about  dangerous women?! Hmm.. I think I may need to talk to him about it.

 
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Posted by on August 14, 2013 in Ramblings

 

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Aside

Aug 8 

It has been a pleasure to introduce Fnar to my family in Northrend, though I’m thinking maybe I should have warned him about the size before we arrived. Though I haven’t been away too long it seems like the kids have grown alot .There were several new arrivals ,and  a few new expectant mothers. It was wonderful to be reunited with my tribe, but I knew that this was only a visit..my place was with Fnar,and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I had a long talk with Foxtail, and the elders; with the decision being that Foxtail become the de facto chieftain.. from what everyone has been telling me, he has really stepped up,and blossomed as a leader. I think he had the natural aptitude for leadership, but he just needed the right opportunity to shine;I’m glad that I was able to give him that chance to shine.

Been having to talk to Elder Larkspur about having my armour adjusted.it seems to be feeling tighter around waist and chest. At first I thought it was due to the good food we had been having in Pandaria ,but she gave me some food for thought. I know Fnar and I haven’t really used any method of contraceptives while we were making love, so it was clearly possible that I could be pregnant. The more I thought about it, the more it became a reality.. the last time I had my  courses, was just after I had been injured..and that was almost  two months ago. I know the topic  of children came up, and Fnar said he would love to have girls; he ‘s worried that any future sons we may have, will follow in his footsteps.It’s a valid concern  on his part, considering he was quite the wild one before we got together but I have no worries that he would leave me; I trust him completely,and he knows this. Though before we realized we loved each other,we were both a mass of conflicted and confused emotions, so certain that if we admitted our true feelings , that the other would leave. how wrong we were. It brought us together, and made us closer. However there is also a deep respect between us, we value each other’s strengths and know that there are times when we need to be alone with our own thoughts. It’s one thing to be constantly with each other but there is also times when we need to have some time to gather our thoughts.The feelings are definitely there but we learned that we don’t have to suffocate each other with them.. he knows I love him, and I know he loves me..that’s what is important. He has been an absolute angel when it came to meeting my tribe, and as much as I love my family..I think not being around them during the time I was in Pandaria was actually good for all around. While Northrend had been my home for a good part of my life.. it was time to leave the nest. my home is where Fnar is. ..and his home and heart is in Pandaria.While the visit was lovely,and it was good to see my family again.. I’m already feeling homesick  for Pandaria..for our home in Halfhill. If my suspicions are correct..we may be expecting a little bundle  in early spring ,and I don’t want to be travelling too far if that is the case. I will have to see a healer soon, to confirm my suspicions,but I think  I should break the news to Fnar first ..I think it would be a good reason for us to return to Pandaria soon.

Meeting the Family

 
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Posted by on August 8, 2013 in Ramblings

 
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Airfailarin

Dance to your shadow when it’s good to be living lad
I’ll lead you to the river where the light shines so blue
Dance to your shadow when it’s hard to be living lad
Watch the morning coming on the land you love

CHORUS:
Airfalarin failarin alkarin you
Airfalarin failarin alkarin you
Airfalarin failarin we are all
Airfalarin failarin alkarin you

Dance to your shadow when it’s hard to be living lad
I’ll lead you to the ocean where young birds spread their wings
Dance to your shadow when it’s good to be living lad
All through the cold wind by the blue-black hills

CHORUS:
Airfalarin failarin alkarin you
Airfalarin failarin alkarin you
Airfalarin failarin we are all
Airfalarin failarin alkarin you

Dance to your shadow when it’s good to be living lad
I’ll lead you to the river where the light shines so blue
Dance to your shadow when it’s hard to be living lad
Watch the morning coming on the land you love

CHORUS:
Airfalarin failarin alkarin you
Airfalarin failarin alkarin you
Airfalarin failarin we are all
Airfalarin failarin alkarin you

Dance to your shadow when it’s hard to be living lad
I’ll lead you to the ocean where young birds spread their wings
Dance to your shadow when it’s good to be living lad
All through the cold wind by the blue-black hills

 
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Posted by on August 2, 2013 in Ramblings

 
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Chrysalis – Anggun

There was an emptiness inside her..a loneliness,brought on by years of solitude,and self imposed detachment. Though she loved those who were her family, they could not seem to break the icy barrier she built around herself .There was one who came close to melting the ice around her heart .. close but not quite..

Her time in the academy, was filled with lessons and practice.. she had no time for going off with her fox Lament, to go hunting.She promised herself once she was done ,she would take Lament,and go on a trip . Perhaps alot of her dissatisfaction was due to be cloistered at the estate since she was reunited with her family,and not running out and hunting as she used to .

 
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Posted by on August 1, 2013 in Ramblings

 

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